Well it has been almost another four months since I wrote my last journal. Guess that means I will just have to write another one.

There is not really a whole lot so say as far as life goes I think. Been kinda depressing really more then anything else. My parents are probably going to divorce. I just got dumped from a ten month relationship. And my grandpa may be dying very soon. Within the next year probably. Yeah, I have come to the assumption that life for me kinda sucks right now. In fact, writing this is kinda depressing me cause I am thinking out all that I feel right now, which is something that I have held off for a while.

Yet in the midst of all this crap, I don't feel very depressed. I am learning that I have a lot of friends who really do care about me. I am currently working at a bakery with two of my good friends, and I am generally loving life. I am finding that I am more in tune to my spiritual side then I have been in the past. So, in all honesty I am not sad in the least. It is kind of an odd sensation.... To KNOW that bad things are happening to you but to FEEL completely fine with it.

There is not much more to say I don't think...